I've been waiting for 3 years, just waiting for hope, I thought I found it a 2 years ago...i was wrong..only lasted 3 days, months later, a week, then a year ago it lasted 2 months...i was so sure about this one...thought it was hope but it just made things worse and fucked me up..im so messed up right now...the longer i live in the false hope the more painful it is when reality hits me, 2 months was the worst when it ended so badly..i can't let go of it..i just can't...I'm going to try one last time..and it better last forever or else