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So i just graduated high school which was a miracle, people were shocked that I passed my classes because apparently they were being "realistic" when they said I would fail..but my beliefs about what is "realistic" have changed because I actually graduated which shouldn't have been possible but it was so haha. I haven't been drawing but I have been thinking about art and getting inspiration from other artwork and playing beautiful games like uncharted 4. look at those graphics though:
I could keep putting more images but its a lot better just playing it, anyways, I have gotten ideas and inspiration for future artwork and very soon will take my digital art to the next level by creating my own hand drawn custom brushes and color references. making it easier and faster to draw better things...so thats about it.
I could keep putting more images but its a lot better just playing it, anyways, I have gotten ideas and inspiration for future artwork and very soon will take my digital art to the next level by creating my own hand drawn custom brushes and color references. making it easier and faster to draw better things...so thats about it.
Updates On Life
So some of you might of remembered me talking about making tutorials and stuff like that...well I have started recording in both digital and traditional so I won't stop recording but I am really insecure and hate my voice and I also get nervous and trying to explain something is difficult for me so your gonna have to wait a bit. The first tutorials I will make will include shading, drawing a realistic eye in digital, graphite, and colored pencil. I will try to keep it simple but also making sure I will give enough tips that are helpful enough to help people.
waiting..and waiting...
I've been waiting for 3 years, just waiting for hope, I thought I found it a 2 years ago...i was wrong..only lasted 3 days, months later, a week, then a year ago it lasted 2 months...i was so sure about this one...thought it was hope but it just made things worse and fucked me up..im so messed up right now...the longer i live in the false hope the more painful it is when reality hits me, 2 months was the worst when it ended so badly..i can't let go of it..i just can't...I'm going to try one last time..and it better last forever or else
Luck eventually runs out
I keep doing stupid things and I every time I get caught things get worse but there's always some way out..hope, not too late, but every time it gets closer and closer for all shit too break loose, I thought everything I've been through sucked but its nothing compared to what could happen if I make just a couple more mistakes by doing stupid things..it needs to end now and I hope I can control my actions or something really bad will happen.
life is depressing
Im really tired of it...I'm stuck with a fucking therapist that doesn't know shit..in fact she makes me feel depressed...I got friends attempting to end it once a week..and all of this just reminds me of really bad memories....Im done
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